hey guys so sorry that i havent had time to update and havent called many of u to tell u the news but its good in some ways bad in others, as it turns out i dont after all have lymphatic cancer..BUT i went for a chest xray and it turns out that i have sarcoidosis which is a chronic lung disease. Feeling shitty about it, but hey ho what can i do?? anyway going to the hospital tomorrow for a biopsy and bronchoscopy (which is when they shove a camera on the end of a tube down your throat into your lungs mmmmm lovely) Anyway I just wanted to apologise to all of u at once for not replying to texts etc.... but if im honest the past few days have been manic, and the fact that my boyfriend is being a grumpy sod with me at the mo (dont ask) isnt helping matters, i mean u would have thought that he would stop being moody with me for something as serious as this but obviously not!! (phone off.ignore.)haha
Ok so thats about it feel free to send me loads of chocolate when im in hospital although the greedy nurses will prob steal it as im sure they will bark "Nil by mouth" on a regular basis.
Apart from that CONGRATS to Henry and Natalia for getting engaged, im so expecting to come to the wedding.
Feeling like crap so im going to go

love you all xxxxxxx